this weeeekkkk

this week hasn'tt been qood at all, me & my mom ae on this emotional fckingg roller coaster & it'ss pissingg me the fckk off . lol * she'ss my mom though, im not tired of it . so yeah, school'ss fckingg pisssen me off too shxtt >: w/e my student teacher for history left which kinda suckss cause that mean'ss i cant be late anymore & mrs.ranucci is a bxtchhhh . uhh yeah algebra is fricken ridiculous & i needa go to tutoringg =/ - but worst of all i havent spent time w/ my boyfiend in so longg , uugghhh i feel so outta place w/out him * nothingss the same when we aint together . i miss him a whole lot . sheeesh i wanna cry , he swears he looks like kid kuddi lfmao he sent me the cutest pichure, ill put it at the end of this lol . but yeah, aww itss mommie'ss day lol, i wrote my mom this note thingyy & made her cry . (tear'ss of joy] it was cute then i gave her flowers & made her al happy, yayy me (:

i felt bad, my brother'ss boy raymondd got into a car accident "/ he'ss ok though (:
so yeah, im talkingg to my boyfiend & attemptingg my algebra homework soo im off this :)

until next time, && sorry for the gaps between blogss , i do have a lifee you knoo lol >:] bye guyyssss

today (:

school was boringg so im gonna skip that lol. me and my babe where matchingg today AAHHH, it was so cooL * i forgot to take pichuress, oopsy =/ anyways .. he was suppose to come over but then some bullshxt happened and then he didnt have a ride ? wth he needs a car lol . blah blah, his mami ended up giving him a ride and he walked the doggies w/ me (: after that we went to the corner store and bought food like the fatasses that we are lol, i LOVE mountain dew . but any whoooo - hey that rhymes lmfao, we got home and sat on my porch and stuffed our faces lol, smh - im so fckingg fat >:| - after that we went inside and cuddledd// watched illegal tender and babymama lol funny movie . my mommie cooked bistec and totones, yummyy in my tummy lol, blah .. after that we went to drop him off =/ - the saddest part of my day lol . december.22.2OO8 its days like this that i live for ** thnx for beingg an amazingg boyfriend .. i love you johnlenny lol . uhh guys thats for him cause he wants to be in ALL my blogs . lol silly goose . but i wanna watch hatchingg pete and then do the fckingg dishes at like 1 a fckingg clockk . shxtt * im out yooo

p.$. me and my ride or die are talkingg again (: i missed
that hoe. NOV.27.1999 forever lol

is it weird that i have a 6 month old boyfriend on the side? lol .
ilyy adrian lmfaoo - - jay.kayy

im slackn BAD

this post isnt qunna be about how i dont blog as much as i should so disregard the title . ive been thinkn about how easy my life is . yeah i kno weird but it jus hit me .. like, why am i so special ? why is my life so easy ? WHY does eveythingg qet handed to me in a silver platter while others have to bust there ass . and sometimes i dont find myself happy w/ all that i qett. am i a selfish brat or just an average teenager . why cant everybody have it as easy as me ? and im not being selfish at all i jus got to thinking and realized that im really ungreatful . i should do charity or somethingg and help out the ppl that arent as fortunate as me . this shxtt hole called earth isnt qettin any better so why dont we all qet up and help the needy folks . lols , btw. im doingg volunteer work at rhode island hospital durring the summe . i feel so qood about my self =]
i dont mean to sound like a retard but everyone CAN make a difference . im qunna work on doingg more my fo myself instead of sittingg on my ass, i should be able to feel qood and finally say " yeahh, i did that, on my OWN." btw. i dont like this post, it suckks - so i put a pichure of me ^__^

p.$. i have neww friendd janeLLe- sweeeeet lol =D

SMHH -__-

ok so im sory that i havent wrote in a longg time but ive been busy, classical has qot me fckingg booked for the rest of my LIFE. ive had so many fckingg projects Like omgg talk about ruining my life. its the end of the quarter & im tryingg to boost up my grade the most i can.

but anywho thats not what i wanna talk about. besides schooL nd; stuff, my life is great. i havent arqued w/ my mommie in the longest - and my father knos i have a boyfriend . and he hasnt said anything about it. cooL huh? yeah .

ive found a very qood friend in alyssa carroll, its qood to be acceptingg because the last peson you expect to be a qood person, is the one that can pull you out of a ditchh. ive learned to apologize; forgive & forqet. ive also learned not to hold grudges against ppl cause you never kno what may happen. & at the end of the day what qood is it doingg for anybodyy ? ive done alot of reflecting on my self. and change is qood. lol i sound like a crazy doctor.

ok so, my babys prom is coming up and idk if i can qo =/ my mom keeps qivingg me ifs and maybes cause its on a thursday . i wanna qoo so bad and if she says no i thinkk ill cry for a week . lol "/ . my boyfriend is like the best thingg ever. even when things qet hard he stays by me unlike others who just walk away from the situation. we recently had an arqument & he said, " i will never leave you. ur the best thing in my life " i felt so _ in place . unlike other times when i feeel alienated. he qot the best of me . but enough bout him . im sittingg in my room cuddlingg w/ brownie & alvin [my doqqies), watching MTB4 . i dont want Que to leave :(- & on the fone w/ my other halff . johnlenny tejada - tee`heee i love his ass (: i think that'll be all for todayy . bye bye quys - until next time .

march 21st, 2009

okay, its saturday and i havent done anythinq . im pretty upset like wtf ? but whatever its worth it- im stayingg home and cleaning so that mami can Leave me alone tomorrow when i go out w my babe (: so yeahh i got up at like 3:00, then i cleaned my room, the kitchen, and the living room . i was really tired and i dont kno why cause i had woken upp all extra Late but yeah my mom called me in her room and told me to make her soup -_- w.e i made her soup and then got bacc to cleaninq. the bathroom was next- i hate cleaninq the bathroom >:O so yeah, after that i took a shower and thats all i did all day . im kinda frustrated cause im broke and i cant get the twilight dvd =/ blehh . tomorrows my three month anniversary yayy us. (ilyy johnLenny] well, now im watchinqq Grease & eattingg tacobeLL, these nachos are very good (:

oh yeahh. ALOTof ppl are qettin killed, like wtff . shxtss crazyy in prov. well south side atleastt . im like terrified of broad street, which is very inconvenient cause my schooool is very close to broad =/ i didnt kno anqelo camarena [Jay] or jonathan reyes but i kno they were Loved nd im sure they didnt deserve to die . R.I.P

p.$. sorry about the gaps in between blogs, my computer is extra sLow & i hate my kickk =X

02 // 19 // 09

PpL really piss me off . Especialy ppl who don't have fxckinq personalitys . Like how can u act one wayy when ur w` me but then act another way when ya peepz is around . Like? Uqhh & then worst of all trynaa qet dum for no reason like wtff, idc who the hell u w` seriously >:O . But yeahh, now I feel better andd I can taLkk about my dayy . Well I wokee upp and then I did the whole morninq routine . I cleaned and then went to the mall, yeah . On a thursday I knoo . LoL . But anyways I went to the moviess w` my hubbyyyy (: - and some other ppl too but too much to name LoL . Yeah the uninvited is a veryy confusinq movie so don't even try it lol . Today was qood now I'm home watchinq abdc & hopinq they qive makinq the band re-runs cause i missed it . =/ - that's all for today * adiosss

dot dot dot .

so i reaLLy think life isn't all that interestinq . its always the same routine: wake up, brush ur teeth, take a shower etc. Like honestly when are thinqs ever qunna qet "exciting" . idkk, I've realized that nothinq really matteRs anymore . friends? nah, they aint for me, i shouldn't have to worry about he said she said or misunderstandinqs, if ur really my friend u`ll hear me out and we can fix the situation . since i came out my moms coochi aLone & ill be aLone six feet under the qround when i die, I'm not stressinq anybody . dont qet me wronq i do cherish ppl . but if u putt me down, I'm sorry that's as far as we`Re qoinq . i should stickk to makinq my MAN happy, fxckk a niqquuuhhh if he aint feeLinq VEE . at the end of the day . its my money before everythinq $$$ . peace, Love & cookiess (:

todayy was qoood ^_^

Omqq, todayy was Like the best day ever (: - my mami bouqht me a tee.vee & ii went shoppinqq Like ohh.dee (: . My valentines day couLdaa been better that's why I didn't write about it . But anyways bacc to business, I finally qot my uqqss - afteR a whoLe yeaR . I seen dem & I feLL in Loveee =] - LoL . Than I bouqht a whoLe buncha other stuff . Letss not qet intoo detaiLss . But I came home and my step dad was all tryna qet dum tryna say my room was dirty like wtff ill banq him . Then I ate burqerr kinqq and now I'm trynaa watch twiLiqht but my fxckingg dvd is actin . I'm pissed . Yes I qot it on bootLeqq ^_^ . Which reminds me . I bouqht an edward cuLLen posterr, I Lovee robeRt pattinson <3 . So yeah I'm bored so miqht as well do all this shxttyyy homeworkk . Adioss .  

fRiday the 13thh (:

i took mucho pictures today, joey is my bestfriend// my kick Lmfao -soo, everbody said today was suppose to be scary but for me it went really qood =] - superstitions are a bunch of boloqne . (i always wondered why that word was suppose to be spelled like that] lol . but anyways,school was alriqht cause i actually understood what was happeninq in every peRiod (: im so educated ^_^ - Lunch was the best of all, even thouqh i had to sit w babe and his junior class >:O _ my friend tim & some white quy qreq where doinq a math problem & i was like "itss 7 !" & quess what ?! the answer was actually 7 . oh man ima qenius . lol . but anyways, my boyfriend bouqht me flowers (: - hes the qreatest . my qym class was mad borinq today & i was informed that i lost 2 pounds . now i weiqh 92 pounds, surprisinq huh ? lol . after school i went to burqer kinq and ate a number 9 i thinkk lol . . yummmm (: - after that i came home & i had to do choRes >: - i hate cleaninq qosh . there was only a little bit`a dishess so i was okk . omqq i LOVE blame it on the alcohol, thats my theme sonqq yo . oh qosh i love it =] - but anyways i wanna qo watch 106 & parkk; BET`s top 10 Live lol . adios - p.$. finally, a week off school :D - biq little sister is cominq to visit, cant waitt (: - i HATE her newyork accent thouqh Lmfao its soo annoyinq . oh & im Lookinq forward to my shoppinq spree ^_^ . finally qettin my uqqs . but now im really qone lol byeee bloqqers (:

todayss qay .

not much happened today so dont exoect much from this bloq . school was the same . work work work . thats all those teachers kno how to do . like when am i quuna qo on vacatiiOn wout havinq to worry about research paperss & uqlyy numbers >: - anywayy, qym was the same as yesterday except he mad us run on broad street &ND, he made us jump over these uqly thinqs . i cheated 8) lol . ther're sellinq flowers for valentines day & i want one >:O my babe is beinq mean & doesnt wana buy me one . thnx johnlenny =P . anywayy, i been anqryy - due to the fact that i finally qot breakinq dawn, and havent been able to read at all because of all this fxckinq homework . freshman year sucks, i cant wait till its over . so yeah, after school my oversized father took me ti subway, i Love chocoLatte chip cookies (: - ima have to cut this bloq short cause my biq little step sister is cominq on saturday and this house looks like the zoo =/ + my mom is bxtchen cause i dont do dishes like wtff, who doesnt have a dishwasher now-a-dayss >:O . another borinq day in the life of Viannelly Perez lol. oh & btw. LOve sonq by cLaude kelly is the cutest thinq . byee quys . ill post pictures in a bit