today (:

school was boringg so im gonna skip that lol. me and my babe where matchingg today AAHHH, it was so cooL * i forgot to take pichuress, oopsy =/ anyways .. he was suppose to come over but then some bullshxt happened and then he didnt have a ride ? wth he needs a car lol . blah blah, his mami ended up giving him a ride and he walked the doggies w/ me (: after that we went to the corner store and bought food like the fatasses that we are lol, i LOVE mountain dew . but any whoooo - hey that rhymes lmfao, we got home and sat on my porch and stuffed our faces lol, smh - im so fckingg fat >:| - after that we went inside and cuddledd// watched illegal tender and babymama lol funny movie . my mommie cooked bistec and totones, yummyy in my tummy lol, blah .. after that we went to drop him off =/ - the saddest part of my day lol . december.22.2OO8 its days like this that i live for ** thnx for beingg an amazingg boyfriend .. i love you johnlenny lol . uhh guys thats for him cause he wants to be in ALL my blogs . lol silly goose . but i wanna watch hatchingg pete and then do the fckingg dishes at like 1 a fckingg clockk . shxtt * im out yooo

p.$. me and my ride or die are talkingg again (: i missed
that hoe. NOV.27.1999 forever lol

is it weird that i have a 6 month old boyfriend on the side? lol .
ilyy adrian lmfaoo - - jay.kayy

im slackn BAD

this post isnt qunna be about how i dont blog as much as i should so disregard the title . ive been thinkn about how easy my life is . yeah i kno weird but it jus hit me .. like, why am i so special ? why is my life so easy ? WHY does eveythingg qet handed to me in a silver platter while others have to bust there ass . and sometimes i dont find myself happy w/ all that i qett. am i a selfish brat or just an average teenager . why cant everybody have it as easy as me ? and im not being selfish at all i jus got to thinking and realized that im really ungreatful . i should do charity or somethingg and help out the ppl that arent as fortunate as me . this shxtt hole called earth isnt qettin any better so why dont we all qet up and help the needy folks . lols , btw. im doingg volunteer work at rhode island hospital durring the summe . i feel so qood about my self =]
i dont mean to sound like a retard but everyone CAN make a difference . im qunna work on doingg more my fo myself instead of sittingg on my ass, i should be able to feel qood and finally say " yeahh, i did that, on my OWN." btw. i dont like this post, it suckks - so i put a pichure of me ^__^

p.$. i have neww friendd janeLLe- sweeeeet lol =D

SMHH -__-

ok so im sory that i havent wrote in a longg time but ive been busy, classical has qot me fckingg booked for the rest of my LIFE. ive had so many fckingg projects Like omgg talk about ruining my life. its the end of the quarter & im tryingg to boost up my grade the most i can.

but anywho thats not what i wanna talk about. besides schooL nd; stuff, my life is great. i havent arqued w/ my mommie in the longest - and my father knos i have a boyfriend . and he hasnt said anything about it. cooL huh? yeah .

ive found a very qood friend in alyssa carroll, its qood to be acceptingg because the last peson you expect to be a qood person, is the one that can pull you out of a ditchh. ive learned to apologize; forgive & forqet. ive also learned not to hold grudges against ppl cause you never kno what may happen. & at the end of the day what qood is it doingg for anybodyy ? ive done alot of reflecting on my self. and change is qood. lol i sound like a crazy doctor.

ok so, my babys prom is coming up and idk if i can qo =/ my mom keeps qivingg me ifs and maybes cause its on a thursday . i wanna qoo so bad and if she says no i thinkk ill cry for a week . lol "/ . my boyfriend is like the best thingg ever. even when things qet hard he stays by me unlike others who just walk away from the situation. we recently had an arqument & he said, " i will never leave you. ur the best thing in my life " i felt so _ in place . unlike other times when i feeel alienated. he qot the best of me . but enough bout him . im sittingg in my room cuddlingg w/ brownie & alvin [my doqqies), watching MTB4 . i dont want Que to leave :(- & on the fone w/ my other halff . johnlenny tejada - tee`heee i love his ass (: i think that'll be all for todayy . bye bye quys - until next time .